5th Grade

WOW!!! Austin started the 5TH grade today. I can't believe it. Were has the time gone. It seems like yesterday he was just starting kindergarten. I feel like I am getting old. I know I'm not but to have a 5TH grader already. He is huge . He is almost as tall as me. His feet are huge . He is in a 7 1/2 almost big enough for an 8. Before I know it he is going to be taller than me.

Well I go to my court orientation tomorrow then next Thursday I go to the mediation. The custody battle begins. I can't believe this is happening. I guess I just never thought that Randy would go there. He is married now and going to have a baby here in a few months so he wants to have his happy little family. I don't know what I am going to do if he gets 50% custody of Austin. I can't imagine not having Austin around all the time like I do. That is my baby. Almost 11 years later and he wants to be a real dad. We will see. Austin has been acting different since Randy served me with papers. He is being such a mama's boy. More than usual. He comes up and hugs me and kisses me out of the blue. Wants to cuddle more. I mean he has in the past but it usually is just before bed or when he gets home from his dads. Only time will tell.

Another Day

Austin loves his drums. He messes with them all the time. Grandpa and I both go out to the garage and bang on them sometimes. It's a stress reducer.

Ugh my mouth hurts. I had to get a root canal done yesterday. I didn't sleep very good last night. I am supposed to go with Austin and some friends to the fair tonight to a concert but I I'm not sure if I am going to go. Not if my tooth still hurt. He is going to see Raven with Erica and her niece Elizabeth. I hope it will be fun for him.

Austin and his friends were running in and out of the house yesterday and Daisy got out. I didn't know and neither did Grandpa. Austin came inside with her and told us she got hit by a car. She seems to be doing good. Austin didn't want to tell us anything about it. He was upset cause he thought she wasn't going to be OK so he didn't want to talk about it. But he ended up telling us things about what happened here and there.